Totally sleepy, tired and exhausted

Totally sleepy, tired and exhausted | 27th June 2024

Hello friends,

Hope you're doing amazing!!

Yesterday I saw a post about mutton on Instagram and it prompted me to cook for myself, even though knowing just after a bit of it I don't feel good eating still I thought to buy it from the store and cooked it.

I have seen one thing that sometimes If I do something odd, I feel like doing more odds that day untill I feel a critical point and then come out of it.

I need to understand this behavior.

I'm being more aware of it because, I didn't feel good eating non veg because I regret eating non veg these days and also 95% of my life energies are utilized in breaking down those complex food particle and hence I feel tired and slept all day long.

I'm planning to be more conscious and avoid eating these food which involves killing of innocent creatures.

I couldn't complete the basic blocks of my life today and yet again a disconnect.

I'll improve and trying to eliminate things that lowers down the potential of elevating above these odd things.

Journaling completed. ✅

Leet code ✅

Rest all the things are incomplete.

Namo Buddhay!

Vivek Sunny.

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