Totally sleepy, tired and exhausted | 27th June 2024

Hello friends, 

Hope you're doing amazing!! 

Yesterday I saw a post about mutton on Instagram and it prompted me to cook for myself, even though knowing just after a bit of it I don't feel good eating still I thought to buy it from the store and cooked it. 

I have seen one thing that sometimes If I do something odd, I feel like doing more odds that day untill I feel a critical point and then come out of it. 

I need to understand this behavior. 

I'm being more aware of it because, I didn't feel good eating non veg because I regret eating non veg these days and also 95% of my life energies are utilized in breaking down those complex food particle and hence I feel tired and slept all day long. 

I'm planning to be more conscious and avoid eating these food which involves killing of innocent creatures. 

I couldn't complete the basic blocks of my life today and yet again a disconnect. 

I'll improve and trying to eliminate things that lowers down the potential of elevating above these odd things. 

Journaling completed. ✅

Leet code ✅

Rest all the things are incomplete. 

Namo Buddhay! 

Vivek Sunny.