Inking My Life on Paper

Note - This is not written here to justify the correctness of grammar or providing the content to the readers but a reflection to myself. I'm growing up at every passing second. I'm fighting for something at every passing second. The fight is for shine. The fight is for respect and money. The fight is for intellectuals. Leaving behind the gentle arc of my innocence, trust for the people and various other things. I'll grown up seeing my inner self struggling, feeling shameful, abandoned, insulted, beaten,cheated, rejected and what not. But this is not what looks like - because my inner self has dreamt of not seeing the world like that , the versions that I create, the subjective dreams that I set were disposed off. Growing up that I've learnt that life is not a straight path from A to B, but it has several A1,A2 or maybe A1.1.1 nobody knows. But that's okay. Because of what I have been made to feel is not what I am. I am a power born to create, lead and stand. I am a

Hello,  Thanks for being there for last 3 months.  I am looking forward for a break from Journals.  If there comes something new, I'll post here.  Namo buddhay,  Vivek

Hey,  Nothing special today.  Life isn't always on elevated side.  Sometimes it's just static.  I'll be coming up with new strategies soon.  Bear with me,  Vivek. 

Hello people,  It's been days since I have followed any regimes.  It's been years since I wrote something out of me.  I figured out either I write something and follow it or I go with an auto pilot.  But am I doing the things?  or is it situation?  Suppose work came and I'm doing it. Suppose I'm hungry and eating food.  or is it a sequence of steps? A defined set of food, or exercise and what not?  Reframing the question to?  Am I mindful enough at present what needs to be done and reflect the journey?  I'm just writing a journal?  But the basic law is not done.  Its a guest feeling not a permanent feeling to stay in this situation which is totally unproductive.  Health.  Knowledge.  Goal.  Wealth.  Relationships.  Travel.  are priorities.  These are not moving with time.  Anyways its too late,  Goodnight!  Namo buddhay,  Vivek

Hi everyone,  Hope you are well.  Life is monotonous and no sign of improvement.  Good, health and hygiene is at slow pace.  I'm not seeing any progress.  I'm still working or procrastinating about it.  Namo buddhay,  Vivek

Hello everyone,  Hope you're doing well!!  It's 26 days of this month which has gone by.  I've not progressed much in this month and hardly went to class that signifies how drastically my health must have been detreitoted.  This was something I never wanted to happen, but after Kashmir trip, I lost motivation to continue challenges and it is making me dull each day.  The reason I'm sleeping late today is because I was working on some web scraping stuff in my Macbook and the configuration to chrome drivers took a lot of time.  Now since I couldn't complete that as well and left in the middle, also the office work has been left mid way, I'm planning to increase the concentration levels.  That's it.  Nothing much.  Hope you're healthy at your place.  Keep breathing. Be aware and smile right now.  Namo buddhay,  Vivek. 

Hello everyone,  Hope you're amazing!  Day started a bit lazy, I slept and skipped the classes in the morning and got up late.  I started for office and took small rest in evening.  I've been ordering food from outside and there's no other choice. I need to think about some good alternatives.  That's it. I've been watching an Indian who visited Pakistan and his experience there. It was good and hence sleeping late today.  That's it.  Hope to meet you tomorrow.  Let's hope that I go for exercise tomorrow.  Namo buddhay,  Vivek