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Day 2 | Life is today which we build it with love

 Today is my second post in this year 2025. I didn't promise this year to do things  wise fully.  The core reason is that I have understood that I work in waves. Sometimes I am on a top rise wave sometimes very neutral and then I am very low. 


As I am growing up , I have walked through a pavement in order to find the external validations, so that I would get a sense of love and respect from people, Same moment I realise that who is going to judge me? 

The world where I stay in and the world where I work is so vacant.

The flower that was growing in the garden wished for water to thrive, The heart and the important organs needed water and food, The home, The kitchen and the hall - everyone wanted me, The major stakeholder who was me - He was under a guilt trip that he is left without any living elements in his horizon, He made his world dark although knowing the consequences can get so troublesome.

People adorn themselves with all love and affection , While I was running behind validations. The inner world of mine still needs approval, Why can't I accept myself for what I am. 

Being true to myself and in case of any cruelties why can't I step outside to have some break. Probably a break for myself to understand myself more.


That's all - 

Vivek!

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