Life never follows a linear path or inclination, it struggles to navigate through potholes. Essentially, We create subjects in this objective world. Isn't? An object say XYZ can be either perceived as a gold or just an object without helping a man to move from one place to other like a motorbike. For me, It is always to grow, I can ignore the party scenes, an important movie to watch, or a social gathering for fun. Because I have created stories in my mind about the career. It is definitely important but sadly it is less important that thinking about the self who creates the illusion of objective reality to a strict subjective career goal. What would the society speak about this actor, Who is not keeping the trend of highly luxurious lifestyle? A latent fear has developed inside the actor's brain, This fear is about elimination of his respect in the society, in the image of actor's parents and close associates. The actor feels so much pressure inside, working day and nigh...
Whenever the problems arise, I enclose myself in a cocoon.
No matter it is a sunrise or a sunset.
No matter how tougher it gets.
No matter who listens to me.
No matter who stays.
Sustaining on a human-crisis, slogging for the day,eating whatever the heart desires, shopping anything in the budget, fighting for the validation,
Understanding the basics.
Talking less over phones, searching for the human to convey something hidden, unfortunately the message doesn't come out.
It's not that I didn't start telling things but there wasn't a solution in their words.
Louder is the agony, silent is the exterior, in a venom of thoughts, it searches for a waterfall, a place to wander by, enough to survive and roam.
That's how life has helped me evolve.
I have lost the taste in writing because I have changed.
I'm returning to basics.
The environment has changed but I still feel myself in one corner of my dark existence.
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