A reflection of inside

Sometimes I ask myself - Why do I get sad sometimes?

I think about the vibrations , my vibrations in the past.

I think about the vibrations, a low ones, probably due to a difficult day which lowers the confidence.

I think about my vibrations, a terrible one in the past and which I never want to feel it.

I think about all the outer things which should be perfect and if that's not the case then I find myself low.

The lower energies are because -

I fail.

I lose.

I fail to accept the changing things around.

Observation

Under an umbrella lie food particles, a few stones, a piece of technology, a few caps, pencils, and toys.

The ants are roaming here, there, and everywhere, adorning themselves with accessories they can afford. To sustain their empire, they load huge bulks of comparatively expensive items to offer to their lord, enabling the growth of their colony. They consume those food particles, their dreams confined to this universe. It’s a cycle they perform, a legacy they leave for their descendants to follow, and this lifecycle continues.

All of us are ants.

Feel it.

Only a few ants are special—those who break the chain, walk aside, and begin digging deep, questioning the why, how, and countless other whys.

Everyone is destined to die, but this ant seeks something that fuels his discovery.

Day 22 | Realisation after a pause

 Hello, Day 22 of my feelings on paper.

It was a difficult day at office, I realised that people sitting on the top levels are concerned about how to maximize the profit, how to exploit the resources to receive more and more. 

I realised that this digital world at times treat humans as bots, as it is rightly said that the millennials never know how sensitive are the hands behind the keyboard , who work day and night to earn for their livelihood.

The life at this point is running in a path which is ideal for the society, we are supposed to fit in that socket. 

As you're fresh out of college, you're meant to slog all the day for office and earn. This is what our forefathers did. This is how the current civilization is doing. Running behind the monthly salary, buying out all the things to look extraordinary without knowing everything is temporary as your spirit.

The completeness we feel is when we know why are we here? Why we are doing? What we are doing? How long we will be doing? 

And then questions to ourselves like? 

Are you happy for the process you're doing everything?

or 

You are just happy because you fit into the society and feel confident that you earn money?

Life is a maze, we sometimes forget to solve and understand, we just keep solving worldly problems and die one day.