Unpleasant weather - sometimes cold breeze inside hall.
Laying on the mattress - my jijaji purchased a few days back.
12.04 am night.
After scrolling reels for hours. I took a pause.
I felt vacuum all of a sudden.
Felt alone.
Googled someone.
Opened her profile - 1 follower increased. 1 post added.
I quickly affirmed I know that 1 recent post.
It is added to her another public account too. I follow it. I know it. That is my narrow strait to spy.
Must be wrong to do. Definitely wrong to infiltrate someone’s privacy.
Simultaneously - a fire inside.
I am not doing enough.
I need to accelerate.
Prove?
Prove that I was capable. I am capable.
Probably, trying to hurt.
Probably telling that you lost a gem.
Probably never telling myself - I lost myself on the way while trying to insert a feeling of regret to someone.
There’s no profit for any of them.
Accept.
Accept
And
Just live.