Late night getting back to home from office

11:10 pm And

I am getting back to home.

I think sometimes what would have been an ideal life for me if it is not the one currently?

80% of the time (I am awake) in work.

20% of the remaining (I am awake) in eating, walking, talking, exercising etc.

Why 80% of the time I am awake is occupied in work?

Because I need the money for livelihood, savings for future and pay my bills.

If the harder part is taken care of - I can then focus on building relationships with the people I care about, maybe focus on my hobbies, entrepreneurship, travel and what not.

I feel it sometimes, at this stage.

This is the only life as far I know - 

When I will be old and sick - 

What will come to my mind?

Maybe some closest people near me - helping me out.

I wouldn’t think about the work.

Thoughts?