Nothing can beat a man than his own thoughts

It has been a long time since I wrote something here.

The reasons are unknown.

Sometimes, I try to ensure everything around me is organized and that there is no deficiency in my lifestyle. I purchase everything I need to make life easier.

The irony is that even after setting things right on the outside, there is still chaos within.

At times, I do things that go against my principles, and it makes me feel weak.

This cycle of highs and lows takes a toll on me.

this weirdo is here

I believe in myself. I know this is a challenging phase, but I love challenges—at least, that’s what I tell myself. I remind myself to embrace them and be grateful. The Almighty knows everything.

I have strange habits sometimes, like suddenly ordering food late at night or sleeping excessively. Sometimes, I indulge in unnecessary shopping, while at other times, I feel indifferent to everything.

Despite everything, I occasionally find myself revisiting old memories, triggering my past neural patterns, getting caught in a whirlwind of emotions, feeling miserable—only to snap out of it suddenly.

There are days when I talk endlessly on calls, and then there are times when I avoid picking up calls from my family.

Anyway, I’ve noticed a few readers from different parts of the world—thank you for being here.

If you read my story and wish to talk, please comment on this post, and I will respond.

I broke down

Yes, my readers.

I am grateful to you that you spare sometime to read my life blogs.

Since nothing is hidden from you and I wanted to share you that..

I broke down, recently.

Any object in this universe comes with an expiry date.

So was my emotions.

I broke down so badly and I isolated myself.

I brought books closer to me and started identifying my patterns in the lines of the book.

I smiled, cried and expressed all emotions while reading it.

I introspected.

I found a better right path which probably my friend circle wouldn't have taught me.

Then I realised sometimes we live so fastly that we never stop to realise who we are and what are we doing?

I am grateful and I am working towards my goal.

No matter how difficult it might get but I'll promise that I'll never stop doubting my true intentions.