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I feel the loss, I feel the wind gushing beside my ears and I inhale the exotic aroma buried somewhere

 The cold has hit already, However the summer takes a toll during the day time.

The festive seasons along with some family functions are few of the primary reasons that I need to attend and give a foundational support.

The heart aches sometimes-out of no reasons.

While I was laying down on the bed, I felt a deep scar it wasn't healed properly. 

I allowed myself to feel the ache.

I wanted to shed tears but it was dried up.

In the same planet there lives a man and a person whom he called as a friend.

But the planet in my destiny is so barren now in the absence of that friend. I feel so hollow few of the times.

Where has those ecosystems gone?

Those evergreen plants that were nurturing?

Those tiny creatures in my planet and the unlimited natural aroma of my existence.

Why does someone build expectations and water the planet - when one day the plant has to die and their season comes to an end.

Continued likely in the future.

- Vivek.

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