Inking My Life on Paper

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For the past few days, I have been thinking about some of our renowned, brave kings, like Shivaji Maharaj and Sambhaji Maharaj. I took a keen interest in these figures and loved learning about their history—all of which happened after I watched the Bollywood movie Chhava . Similarly, my interest in space was ignited, and I became curious about how the Dragon capsule works, the ISS, life in space shuttles, and much more. Hence, I learned one thing: the more you hustle and the more colors you add to your sketch, the stronger it will turn out. Similarly, my interest in space was ignited, and I became curious about how the Dragon capsule works, the ISS, life in space shuttles, and much more. Hence, I learned one thing: the more you hustle and the more colors you add to your sketch, the stronger it will turn out.

It has been a long time since I wrote something here. The reasons are unknown. Sometimes, I try to ensure everything around me is organized and that there is no deficiency in my lifestyle. I purchase everything I need to make life easier. The irony is that even after setting things right on the outside, there is still chaos within. At times, I do things that go against my principles, and it makes me feel weak. This cycle of highs and lows takes a toll on me. this weirdo is here I believe in myself. I know this is a challenging phase, but I love challenges—at least, that’s what I tell myself. I remind myself to embrace them and be grateful. The Almighty knows everything. I have strange habits sometimes, like suddenly ordering food late at night or sleeping excessively. Sometimes, I indulge in unnecessary shopping, while at other times, I feel indifferent to everything. Despite everything, I occasionally find myself revisiting old memories, triggering my past neural patterns, getting cau...

Yes, my readers. I am grateful to you that you spare sometime to read my life blogs. Since nothing is hidden from you and I wanted to share you that.. I broke down, recently. Any object in this universe comes with an expiry date. So was my emotions. I broke down so badly and I isolated myself. I brought books closer to me and started identifying my patterns in the lines of the book. I smiled, cried and expressed all emotions while reading it. I introspected. I found a better right path which probably my friend circle wouldn't have taught me. Then I realised sometimes we live so fastly that we never stop to realise who we are and what are we doing? I am grateful and I am working towards my goal. No matter how difficult it might get but I'll promise that I'll never stop doubting my true intentions.

Being a human and walking in a forest, energizing in the sunrise and happy during the sunset. Being a human, enjoying his moment, throwing pebble into the river, talking to the sparrow and playing in the mud. Being a human, devoid of any materialistic pleasure of the world, the most happiest individual, where his skin shines and the heart speaks the truth. Being a human, who believes in the god, prays for his family and feed the minors. A human who is connected to the earth, who has abundance of vegetable land and eats organic. - It's the dream of myself to understand how far we have come from the reality.

At my age, I feel that I am still the same as everyone. But I never wanted to be everyone, but something else. I couldn't dare to become that one.  I felt easier to become a part of society. When I sit with myself and then I ask - None of them are beside you but only 'YOU' with a very limited set of people who look after you when you're imprisoned in a flat covered with walls, where the density of population is high but they are separated by boundries of the flats and rooms. Life had never been imagined in this way, a person struggling to earn money by working hard and then enjoying little time with himself and very few people asking about him. Sometimes, I think about few of the questions which are always unresolved. The intent is to remain peaceful and enjoy serenity with self and people around, where the mouth utters world of divine Radharani and soul gets pure. To spread love inside and outside, happy with whatever is blessed, happy with few people and have a tenden...