The hollowness which will sustain forever
I visualize the hollowness in the life which could be colorful. This is because I was being validated as "I am special and I started feeling it". "I felt that I am brave enough to go beyond the border because I felt being special". I was overjoyed. I spent time thinking about the crayons. I spent time thinking about the spectrum of the rainbow. I was delighted to witness the sunshine. I was brave enough to navigate the sunsets. Seasons came and gone. Ups and downs approached. but I was happy with crayons. Where has those living objects gone? I am too sick to wait. I have started to color myself, I have made a part of me brave enough to accept the loss of the old crayons and have started building one for me. I could use my own crayons and color it, in the huge paintings of the universe, I am going to use my own crayons to color it, It might break or it might paint awful but it is my crayon.